My life before my eyes.: Archive

May 15th

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May 14th

fun

i had poss one of the most fun days in a long time yesterday. basically we hit $68 worth of golf balls into lake, grilled out, boat rides, day drinking, and drinking fireball straight out the bottle. with chris and his fam. passing the bottle of fireball back and forth with chris’ mom was poss the best part. i love chris’ family. hell yea

May 14th

Apr 3rd

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life update

im alive, this is the latest i have stayed up in so long. i usually am passed out with my lights on by 10. my roommates constantly turn off my lights if my doors opened. ahhh i need a break from work. i do not want anymore overtime.

Feb 19th

this guy mark i no died two nights ago. we found out yesterday morning. not mark salas. just incase people are jumping ahead. but i feel so depressed, down, and sad. maybe odd because i didn’t no him so well. he is friends with my friend steph who worked with me at my old job. i only no him because he lives right beside her. i go over there every day. he usually just bursts inside with a...

Feb 7th

holy cow my body is sore. today was an intense workout. i’ve been going to the gym with my friend i work with. i haven’t been to the gym since like june. i usually just run outside. its so exciting in a real gym. so many options. haha. i’ve been getting to use weights for my legs/butt and i’m really excited about it. also i need a new clothes. non of mine fit. all to big....

Jan 5th

finally made it to 40 pounds down!

Todays the big day. I lost that last pound that was draggin. aka I somehow managed to lose a TOTAL 40 POUNDS! even wit all them xmas cookies and candy! SMELL YEAAA!

Dec 27th

what to do

Shittest day of my life. Just lost my job. NOT FIRED, but today our manager told me our salon was going out of buisness and that all of our last days will be JANUARY 13th. WTF am I going to do!? I’m freaking out! I still am working until then but I don’t even have time to look for another one because my next to days off are xmas eve and xmas day and i’ll be n fay, then my next...

Dec 22nd

Dec 14th

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one more pound and i’ll reach the big 40 pounds lost! I can do it I can do it I can do it! why are the last couple pounds so hard to lose. also ready for this year to be over with.

Dec 12th

i am so excited to get off work tom. am i 12 and its xmas? because uhhh i am so excited i can’t sleep ha

Dec 1st

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Watch

that time we were all in a music video filmed at soapbox forever ago. this is the making video. i’m at min 2:36. also when i had red hair.

Nov 19th

went out and got some new pants today! a size smaller! HURRRRAY!

Nov 16th

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Nov 10th

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Nov 6th

Nov 2nd

yesterday was the official one year mark of my “working out” and I did it! I worked out almost every single day for one whole year. I slacked a lil bit every now and then but I DID IT! I am so proud of myself. I treated myself to one of my fav. foods for dinner last night CHURCHES CHICKEN. ahhh but don’t I’m pretty sure thats why I feel kinda of bad and sluggish. I still...

Nov 2nd

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needs vs wants

i do not need you to be happy. I was happy before you. i want you-because you make me happy and I care about you. i hope you are happy, doing well. Our differences are different. but everyone is different. If we were all the same, life would be boring. I’m here if you need to talk.

Oct 30th

complain

my legs are killing me.

Oct 29th

Oct 22nd

sick

i have been sick since saturday. This is the first time i’ve been sick in a long time. I’m currently washing my pillow cases, i have managed to sweat all over them. and also washing clothes. ben cam by with some soup for me yesterday. Im sad because I was supposted to do hair and makeup for his film tonight. I was so excited. but this is more of a flu type sick. anyway, i’ve...

Oct 22nd

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life. in a rant.

Today I got to work at 11. Everyone was like wait your not supposted to be here yet. I said “its on the schedule. I whipped out my copy and showed my manager. She walked into the salon and grabbed the salon notebook and opened it up, sure enough it said 11. It was in the computer for me to come in at 1. SOOO, they were like “do you can anything you can go do til 1:00 or 1:30?” So...

Oct 16th

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Oct 9th

life

Do you ever wonder when shit will finally start to go the way you want!? Like when in my career will I have money to rent a booth to do hair, or when the hell will I have a car that has radio and AC, or even why have I not won the fucking lottery already. If I was a comedian, i’d be so fucking funny.

Oct 4th

Oct 1st

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Oct 1st

:-(

Sep 30th

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Sep 28th

4 tags

Sep 28th

3 notes

I am still alive world. busy lately. getting back at working out. eating better for the most part.

Sep 18th

Sep 6th

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Sep 6th

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Aug 28th

i made a hair appointment for friday to get highlights and start going blond. i’m freaking out and might cancel….ahh i just don’t want my hair to be all dry and shit. but i miss being blond sometimes, i used to lighten my hair blond my whole life until the past two years really. aghg

Aug 15th

Aug 14th

i’m back haven’t been on here in a while. I haven’t got much to update minus i have a really bad spider bite. it sucks. might go to doctor but i don’t want to pay 3489593 bucks for someone to tell me its going to go away. hmmm. I got it while camping on a random island around wilmington this past week for bens birthday. twas very fun.

Aug 14th

Jul 19th

congrats!

JORDAN AND SUMMERS BEAUTIFUL TWIN BABY GIRLS WERE BORN TODAY!!! I had to work so I will get to see them on TUESDAY! I’m so excited!!! :-D

Jul 14th

where will the future take me

Jul 9th

Jul 8th

cant sleep

cant sleep so i’m reading makesmethink.com all the stuff on there is sad/sweet/weird/makesmethink lol. so i was reading this one. it was so cute. Today, my best friend got married. She chose her 86 year old grandmother to be her maid of honor. You could see the pure joy in her grandmother’s eyes from being ‘chosen.’ During the maid of honor speech she cried and said, “This,...

Jul 6th

dreams

i dream every night. well what i mean is i usually remember dreams. and by that i mean i usuallllllly have crazy dreams that i remember and they make me think. also, do u people out there ever have dreams with people u know in them but u haven’t talked to them in years? why are they in my dreams and what does it mean? two people in particular have been in my dreams alot, i don’t talk...

Jul 6th

i am having the worst luck lately. fml

Jul 2nd

weird

wtf is going on with the weather. i walked outside at like 7am today and it was freezing. and last night it was feezing. uhhh i’m pretty sure its summer time, and also i’m somewhat hoping fall/winter will take over since winter got cut real short.

Jun 28th